It's Raning...

Posted: Sunday, August 23, 2009 by ♫ یүζvεیтεя in
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It's 1:15am now... had a great day with church peeps... today's CG was quite a big group.. haha.. glad to see it.. cause it just shows that everyone's serious! Haha.. worship was wonderful.. as i stand behind of everyone.. i see something different.. it's so spectacular.. you'll feel God's love..

Just went for another session of lasering few days ago.. was so painful.. and now it's having bubbles on it.. cause i told the person doing for me to adjust the intensity higher.. so that it penetrates deeper and disperse the ink hopefully my tattoos might be gone faster.. i could see some significance in the inks.. some even faded completely.. GONE.  guess it's because that part must be just up in the skin.. so it was easier for it to vanish.

God.. i really pray you'd use your hands to do miracle through the lasering.. i really pray you'd make it vanish faster.. since i won't wake up to see my tattoos COMPLETELY GONE the next day... Now that my SHAPE is being shaped out.. i guess i should find ways to execute it.. haha

Andy asked today if God layed down a dream for me before... i actually had this dream before.. to find people who play music.. and we compose our own inspirational christian songs.. that was what i really would like to do.. my dream... cause.. music seriously does wonders.. it is able to inspire you to do something.. Music rocks!

It's raining outside now.. as lightning flashes lights up my room.. i shall kiss myself good night and turn in.. sleep tight. GOOD NIGHT.  =D

Happy Birthday to me.. haha!

Posted: Wednesday, August 12, 2009 by ♫ یүζvεیтεя in
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Hi i'm back in blog.. & yes... today is my birthday! 12 august... well.. to me it's just pretty another normal day.. i never had the habit of celebrating my birthday though! Since very young.. haha.. Not like those who are able to invite like the whole world to celebrate! haha..


On this day.. i don't think of myself.. i think more of God.. the only one who chose that on this day... ME! to be born.. haha.. Thank God.. for every breath i take.. and every need i have.. Thanks you that even though i've been hitting the nails into your hands again and again.. you still carry me through the times.. bearing all my sin and shame.. i can ask nothing much from you Lord but to praise and thank you like none other..

OK. i'm not being demanding or anything.. i mean to what i see.. are only ppl whom i just know recently or known for not a long time... these are the ppl taking the initiative to even wish me Happy Birthday! aha.. wel.. it just makes me wonder... where are those friends whom i went through thick and thin together? I never received anything from them... nothing.. not even wishings.. not to say wishings.. NOT EVEN asking how i'm doing and stuff..

I guess it just goes to show who are the real friends that can be accounted and be with for... haha! well.. just another normal day... but i'm excited later at 6pm! I'm gonna meet a group of beatboxers!! I was invited by a friend.. and i'm so excited about it! Because i've always longed to mix with ppl with the same interest in me!!! Wohoo! :D