♫ Sylvester

YES. It's been a long while since angels brought me here.. well.. i've been training myself.. building my body! Woa! It's seriously cool to see your muscles taking shape and the tone of it! It just feels so fantastically SHIOK. But too bad.. it's now ruined by ink... how much i trained can never be as nice as a clean one.. but well.. it's ok..

Hurt my right rib cage though.. haha.. k not really hurt.. but spasm? haha.. Did too much of repititions.. never let my muscles rest.. lol.. It's ok.. that's what body building is all about.. OK.. when i say Body Building.. i don't mean really BODY BUILDING till like those freaks.. nono.. i dun wan to be damn muscular.. i just wanna have the tone.. cutting.. and make myself bigger.. not to the extend where it's like totally all muscle and i can't even scratch my back..

HAha.. i'll look very very awkward.. cause i'm short. WHATEVER!.... Haha.... Having 2 days MC! Bad Headache.. went to TTSH.. this girl sitting beside me was like so sick... in her uniform somemore.. came to see doctor... think she's from Ang Mo Kio Sec... So she was like so immobilise already.. i had to help her walk around.. as in like be beside her holding her la... haha..

Then take water for her somemore.. lol.. i was thinking why am i doing the job of a NURSE!? Where are those nurses!? Arghh.. whatever.. I guess at least it's something good to have helped people around me... ok man.. i'm going to take a short shower.. and i'm body slamming myself on my bed! :D

I'm feeling very sick now.. weak and breathless... God i need your healing hands.... will you place them on me? I'm a guilty man.. i play and stray away from you.. now that i need you.. i just treat like some kind of dustbin.... i seriously don't deserve any healing from God at all.. I'm ashamed... so ashamed....... now... i'm so sick........ God... don't leave me.. please......

Oh my gosh.. and yea today i had my first tattoo removal session.. did half of my leg.. and it's so painful. Billion times worst then putting it. It's like multiples of rubber band.. being pulled to their max.. and letting it off to snap onto you skin so hardly... GO TRY IT. You'll know what i went through.. arghh.. but i'm all to blame.. i created the mess for myself.. i clean it up..

After that went to cut my hair. Haha... quie professional.. nicely cut. Liked it! aha.. here is one of the picture taken in the process of Lasering.

I guess i still have like 10 more sessions to go? haha..


See those white spots? Those are the hittings of the laser.

Haha... when i was young.. i always liked to entertain.. perform for people.. even up till now in NS.. i could just turn on my music in my ipod.. amplify it with speakers.. and there i go.. i'd go dancing.. and singing as my colleagues would just sit down there and enjoy the shit that i'm doing.. at least time passes faster when i do the things i like! Haha..

I always dreamt of doing my own music video.. where i can dance... sing... beatbox.. do whatever i like in it.. every time i see people joining competitions.. getting successful in the areas they like to do... it's an achievement in your life time you don't regret... but since young... i went into the wrong ways.. and hence it cut me off my dreams... my decisions have now landed me into a state that i could never do what i love to do anymore..

I'm just like a lost disfigured star in the space... waiting for a miracle... or one day that i'll be able to break free from the chains.. and burst into the galaxy with glitters and shines & rainbows all over! So hoping for the day... and it looks like the picture below...

Arghh.. i really couldn't take my Migraine attacks and sleepless nights anymore.. this morning woke up with very very bad pain and exhaustion.. decided to go to polyclinic! And i think i wouldn't want to step in any polyclinic anymore.. it's worse then my camp's medical centre... i just said i've got abit of cough and runny nose only.. and they treated me like some kind of Swine Flu patient.. -.- HAhA! Wore still.. i went at the timing where it's lunch time.. how would i know it's their lunch time!!!!!???? I had to wait for 2 hours! Wa lao!!! So long...

So i was prescribed some pain killers and... SLEEPING PILLS! Oh my.. i never had sleeping pills before... LOL... wonder how it'll feel! So doctor gave me 2 days of mc.... Then i cracked a joke with the doctor... i asked him " Doctor.. how do i take the sleeping pills?" He said " By orally?" then i said.. " But the Pills are SLEEPING!" The doctor looked at me with this face... -.-.......

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1. Maroon 5 - Won't Go Home Without You
2. Maroon 5 - This Love
3. Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
4. Santana - Smooth
5. Splender - I Think God Can Explain
6. Creed - My Sacrifice
7. We The Kings - Check Yes Juliet
8. Cupcake - I Will Survive