♫ Sylvester

I'm gonna sleep in the living room in another few days time... after all my sister's nonsense, i've persuaded her to come back home and stay rather then creating trouble outside.. but i've to sacrifice my room for her.. actually not sacrifice.. but.. well.. what to do... i'd rather she's back home.. then creating problems outside.. and in the end.. Dad has to clean up her shit..

I know dad only wants to see all his children everyday.. i know he works hard and comes back home tired.. but still can't see all his childrens... so i've decided to let my sis sleep in my room as i'll move out to the living room then.. don't wanna share room with my brother too.. i know he needs his privacy.. it's ok.. if i can sacrifice my privacy and convenience in my own cosy room up to let my dad be rest assured he'll see all his children everyday.. this little sacrifice is nothing at all..

As long as my dad's happy.. i'll be happy.. as long as one day i can do my dad proud.. that's enough.. i just want a peaceful family even though my biological mum may not be with us.. but i am blessed to have a stepmum. Thank God for her..

Lord, you know my needs.. you know my situation... you hold my everything in the palm of your hands.. you can shut doors that no one can open and you can open doors that no one can shut.. you hear my cry.. you hear my prayer.. i'm sorry for all i've done to hurt you... but Lord.. use me... use me to bring my family to you.. cause it's only through you.. i know my family will be in peace... Lord would you show me your ways.. show me how to do it Lord.. show me...

I know YOU are there... always there... when things go right.. i'll praise you.. and even if things go wrong.. still i will praise you.. Lord give me the strength to prepare my crops in the fields.. and when it's time and YOU send the rain.. i will be there to receive your blessings Lord.................................... shalom.