♫ Sylvester

There's no time left for the world.

Posted: Sunday, October 9, 2011 by ♫ یүζvεیтεя in

Father, I'm going through some heavy things
It seems like this world ain't getting any better
The more I try to get closer to You
The farther I run from Your throne
I've spent so many nights wonderin' when will it end
When will the day come when happiness begins
I'm running the race but it seems too hard to win
I'm sick of mourning my stomach is throwing up from the mourning
I'm calling for help and watching it melt away
My heart's been put on display and put away
In many ways, many times I told myself it was ok
And anger was the price I paid
While these faded dreams just screamed to bring them home
The burden was too heavy I kept running from the throne
I can't take it any longer
I can taste my spirit hunger
God please help me get home
I've come to terms that I'm burning both sides of the rope
And I'm hoping that self-control would kick in before I'm choking off
The sin that destroys every fiber I got
I need You Lord in every way I'll never make it
I'm not going back to the way I was
Before Christ in my life I couldn't do it I would lose it there's no point to the fight
And I'm writing this song, for the people who don't belong
I pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong
Inside a life that's filled with anger and disappointment
Cause maybe you were treated weaker than all of the other kids
It's annoying and I feel for all of you who wanna give up
You feel stuck I feel the same way
Lord help us stay up
You couldn't pay me to abandon the idea of true hope
That I could make it through this life into a place where there's no crying
I'm dying to find You with open arms when I go
Knowing You love me and You're waiting to give rest to my soul
Lord I don't know what I'm struggling for there's got to be more than this life I know
But still I'm here fighting to never give up
I find strength in Your love
And You will see me through

Lord though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I'm not scared cause You're holding my breath
I only fear that I don't have enough time left
To tell the world that there's no time left, Lord please....

Posted: Friday, July 8, 2011 by ♫ یүζvεیтεя in

Dear Lord,

I pray that you save me from living a sinful life. Every time I repent I go back to my ways. Help me to change and be a better person to stop tormenting myself and those around me. I pray that you answer all the prayers of anyone in need of you. The sick, poor, blind, desperate, depressed, and all those who are going through the pains of life every day. Help me and everyone tempted by sin to find the right way.

Amen.

GOD, a song for You.

Posted: Sunday, June 12, 2011 by ♫ یүζvεیтεя in

LET ME BE THE ONE

Verse 1
All my life i've been asking myself
what is it that have blinded my eyes
Everything that seemed so good in life
came together a ransom pay in price

Verse2
All my life i've been trying to deny
trying to make life seem alright
But everything changed, changed without a price
When i met the one and only Jesus Christ.

Chorus
If there should be a sacrifice, let me be the one
the one to give up my life like how Jesus did for mine
If there should be anyone, let me be the one
the one who walks in the light like how Jesus did it right

Verse 3
All my life, i've been fooling myself
That life is a bed of roses & i'd be glorious
Until the day i met the one and only Jesus,
All i needed was His love & grace that embraces

Chrous

Bridge
Who? Who is this God who calls out to me
While i was a sinner, He laid down His life for me.
Where else could i find such love
that can never be found in this earth

Chrous

Outro
If there is anyone, Let me be the one,
The one who will dance for your kingdom
To usher everyone into your presence,
Let me be the one

Composed by Sylvester Ng.

Awesome Dance Camp 2011! =D

Posted: Sunday, March 27, 2011 by ♫ یүζvεیтεя in

WOW! Really enjoyed myself for the camp. Was tired but was worth it. Sometimes i really wish times like these, never ended. Because once it ends.. the missing just comes right away.

I thank God for giving me the strength to battle out for the very first time in my life too. And how God gave me the strength to battle till i got the title of The Best Male Dancer. I remembered going to the toilet before the battle started and prayed to God to give me strength for this battle and the title of The Best Male Dancer. It's amazing how God works through me even when i'm already half dead.

And it is one of the days i will never forget because, alot of unexpected and beautiful moments i've experienced.

YEAR 2011!

Posted: Tuesday, January 4, 2011 by ♫ یүζvεیтεя in

Radical Conference 2010

Christmas Bash 2010 -The Toy Maker

This It It Camp 2010

Amplify

And year 2010 just passed like this. Every year it seems like it's passing faster and faster as if God is adjusting the "Human Clock" from above. Nonetheless, I gotta thank God for all the lessons & trials He put me in. For that i've grown much more and stronger.

It all started when i decide to put down my pride, humble myself down and to trust in Him. It all started with the prompting to share my testimony.. and then He relived my interest in arts, called me to perform for Him for Radical Conference.. not long after, the coming of Christmas Bash. I thought i was only dancing in that jester outfit till i was taken aback that it was a play, that i had to memorise a whole load full of a script. I've never acted before let alone memorizing scripts. I realised, this time God wants to take me to a higher level.

I was about to give up, so desperately that i realised i was using my own strength unknowingly, i cried out to God for His help & assurance. He answered right away. I was overwhelmed by it. And after the performance, i received so many good comments that i acted really well. At that time i knew it could only be God. The best part is to see those hands lifted up to receive their one & only God, Jesus Christ. Till then i know our hard work had been paid off tht i was thankful i didn't backed out!

I also thank God for giving me the strength & confidence to come for This Is It camp. Exposing my tattoos was taking it's toll on me for years, gripped me to isolate myself so much i didn't dare to face the world. But i really thank God so so much for a wonderful church where He placed so many great people around me. I made the choice & told God, if He wants, let it be an encouragement & a platform for evangelism. I made it for camp, throwing aside my fears and shame, this is the part where i know i've done the right thing to have come for camp. 1st day, i bumped into David. He's someone who has tattoos too & somehow faces the same fears that i do. He saw me & was surprised that i am wearing shorts that why am i not afraid of exposing it? 2nd day passed. 3rd day in the morning after service, i saw this guy with tattoos, it was david. He came to me thanking me that he's gotten the courage to not be afraid of who he is. And that is when God can start to work in him.

Sometimes we never know why God wants us to " Walk On Waters " , to us.. it may seem like a death trap, by our human understandings. But we forget that HE IS GOD. God will NEVER let us commit suicide. Until we bring ourselves together & fight that spiritual war marked out for us, we'll never taste the sweetness of God's plans for us.

2010 definitely was one of my greatest year in life i've never regretted making those "scary" risks to trust God's plan. As 2011 kicks in now, i want to thank God even more, i pray God uses me even more mightily.

Natasha Studio.

Posted: Tuesday, November 2, 2010 by ♫ یүζvεیтεя in

Anyone wanna learn dance? Natasha Studio is one recommended. I went yesterday to enquire about bboying. Prices are very reasonable. I then sat in the open class too. It was good. I learn more than 6 steps.. i'm very encouraged too by 2 girls in the class.. i really admire Bgirls alot! I think they're freaking cool. Haha!

I wanna start to learn Bboying from the very start.. from nothing at all.. though i've learn some on Youtube before. But i was right.. i knew i had learn wrongly. Just one open class and the teacher, Bboy Larry has pointed out really important mistakes made.

I don't know, but i feel a family in this studio. I hope to learn as much as possible from Natasha Studio! So anyone interested, can visit www.natashastudio.com! Or can ask me on facebook too! Simple search me by typing in sylvesterng@live.com! =D

Why God? Why?

Posted: Thursday, October 7, 2010 by ♫ یүζvεیтεя in

Why? Why did things happen this way? God.. You know i am true.. You know it.. but why did things have to happen this way? It's like taking my confidence away. I don't understand Lord.. I guess... it's for our own good yea? I guess.. it's not now uh? I don't want it now too.. I just want to at least.. You know Lord.. but even that is being stripped off.. how then Lord? How?

I will wait Lord. I will... and even if in the end.. it isn't meant to be.. i will still thank You with no regrets because i know i am and was faithful and true till the end. But i hope for that one miracle Lord.

A sudden surge of hunger for the Wisdom.

Posted: Saturday, October 2, 2010 by ♫ یүζvεیтεя in

Today's sermon, seriously... was so good it hit right into me... cause my hunger for God's wisdom to stir up crazily... Pastor Song.. didn't had to use perfect english at all... and that message was brought so clearly to me.. i don't know for others.. but for me.. it is one sermon that's gonna change my life. Thank God for Pastor Song. I'd thank the Lord like crazy if i had a father like Pastor Song. But i still love my dad big time. Ha.

During the sermon.. i kept asking "God.. pls God... pls give me that wisdom.. pls Lord.. i really want that.. if i have that wisdom from You.. i'd seriously don't have to fear a thing at all in life.. God.. pls.. give me that wisdom of Yours... "

Ana told me something... that there was this preacher... whose faith was so strong to the point that... one day he slept and woke up and saw satan in front of him.. that preacher didn't even tremble or succumb to satan... but with that extraordinary Faith, he commanded satan to leave. The faith that preacher had was.. overwhelming. I asked myself... if satan were to pay me a visit.. i'd probably get too frightened to even open my eyes if i still have no faith at all. If i still remain in my comfort zone.. if i still don't bother about my walk with God...

I'm Still Yours

If You washed away my vanity
       
If You took away my words
   
If all my world was swept away
     
Would You be enough for me?
         
Would my beating heart still sing?


Chorus
   
If I lost it all
         
Would my hands stay lifted
       
To the God who gives and takes away
       
If You take it all
     
This life You've given

Still my heart will sing to You  

Verse 2
      
When my life is not what I expected
    
The plans I made have failed
             
When there's nothing left to steal me away
    
Will You be enough for me?
       
Will my broken heart still sing?  (Chorus)


Bridge
           
Even if You take it all away
       
You'll never let me go

Take it all away
     
But I still know
     
That I....'m Yours

I'm still Yoooouuurs
    
Oh, I....'m Yours

I'm still Yoooouuurs



I'm still Yours.

Posted: Thursday, September 16, 2010 by ♫ یүζvεیтεя in

Even when we are weak in faith, God still remains faithful. Don't stray too long away from God. You'd just lose out alot... really alot.

Sometimes people just don't treasure who God puts them with. The people around you are there for a reason. Don't be complacent. Don't be proud. You're still lucky when there are people including you in their lives and involving you. If you can't give anything back, at least be thankful.

Don't try to vent your anger also on your brothers and sisters, you never know how much you'd hurt them. But be thankful, because even how hurting your words can be, they still remain FAITHFUL. Just like God. Everyone goes through hard times, but those are the times that proves your character and your faith in God. Everyone will be able to see it. There is no point in trying to hide it all playing it cool. Save it.

Think about it. You either be cold or hot. You're in or out. And God sees it. You ought to be the one to be humble. Not using your anger to say hurting words to people who are just carrying out their duties and even having concern for you.

But afterall,
Even when you're weak in Love. Your brothers and sisters still remain loving.
Even when you're weak in Faith, God still remians Faithful.

Be sure to be in tact with where God is moving in your life.

Posted: Monday, September 6, 2010 by ♫ یүζvεیтεя in

No doubt, there are lots of distractions in life nowadays to distract us from knowing where God is going in our lives, what He's trying to do.. He is faithful that even when we are distracted, He never fails to carry on the plan He has in our lives, but if we don't pick ourselves up in time, we are seriously just gonna lose out alot & alot.

For me, i was so distracted that i hardly spent time on what i loved to do. Until God calls me, i realised i wasn't up to the calling, i wasn't prepared, i wasn't good enough. I hate it, because i couldn't put up a good one for God when he gives the chance to. If i had used the time wisely working on the things i love doing, that brings glory to God, i would have put up a great show when He calls.

Although, whether it's good or not, i know God is still fine with it. But in ourselves we know we want to give the best to God when he gives the chance to. It is only God who gives us the chance to relive our dreams & passions under no cost at all. A love so great, no one can ever comprehend. So well, each and everytime we get distracted, seriously gotta find that strength to pull ourselves up. Don't say "Ai ya, it's really hard lei".. we all know it's hard, but it'll be harder when things get even worse if you get deeper and deeper!

It's just like the favourite dramas you love watching. But, too bad.. in God, you miss this or that particular important episode of His plan for you, it aint coming back, you lose it forever.. so. what's the wisest choice? I'd choose to know where God is taking me to.